HEH HEH HEH i love life. don't you?
i finished reading jodi picolt's sister's keepers. its so heartwarming, it opened up my eyes. the way some people have to go through everyday of their life knowing that they're gonna die anytime soon. to appreciate life the way it is now. i watched coach carter. i've been longing to watch it since forever, but the exams prevented me from doing so. but i didn't know that it would bring me to tears. it brought me back to those memories. oh what lovely memories. and i'll never know if i'm ever getting them back. but that's too soon to say. we're getting results back this week. somehow, i dunno why, im feeling scared. but more of excited. to know the outcome of all the shit the exams have been putting me through. im excited to know what im going to achieve, and though im pretty much sure i wont do well, i'll be fine because i know i put in my best effort. all those stressing up and late nights and all my sacrifice of sleep and tv and yaddayadda. so i'll be fine.

past few days have been hmmm okay. i loved wednesday though. school has been a total bore, with all those stupid talks. which i spent pretty much the whole time sleeping. but i musn't complain, because thats the only time i have left with 2C1`06 before we're splitting up. oh how i'll miss them. the thought of being in another class after 2 whole years of crescent in 2c1, after getting to know each other, after how much we've gone through together, its just scary. oh just imagine. but i enjoyed inter-house competition. even though i was abit gong during the few mins of the game playing powerball, you can't blame me cause i had absolutely no idea how to play the game. and surprisingly, i enjoyed the amath course. and all of a sudden i feel so determined to study. i paid attention during the course, and keong was so surprised that we were actually doing the work he assigned us to do when he came in. weird teacher.

i dunno why, but i realised what i've been missing all the while when i was all cooped up in my books. i've gotten closer to my siblings, i helped out in the house more, i helped out with my sister's homework more. and now i'm more like willing to do so. last time it used to be a burden. i've realised all the immaturity thinking i have for my family. i love them. don't you? HAHA. anddddd. i learnt that the computer, the television, it isn't everything. i can do so much more conducive things without them. HAHA.

ok, i'm off. if you ask me, i think this is a weird post. HAHA.

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